6.29.2010

back into the fray...

...we thought Lu had been granted a reprieve; vet said it was likely an upper respiratory virus. He was waiting until he got her bloodwork back today to confirm the diagnosis. We thought she was out of the woods. But...

...it's not a virus. They think it's something in Lulu's brain, a parasite, but they don't have the facilities to deal with her situation. They will have to tap her cerebral/spinal fluid and run tests, which our vet can't do. He's referring us to the vet school down at LSU.

I'm looking at pet insurance policies.

I'm numb, but I'm getting close to the edge. It's not far away.

can't get you off my mind, it's only you I think about

I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know what's happening to her. Helplessness is a terrible place, a terrible thing. I hope she's not in pain, hope she's not suffering.

She's my good girl. Always and forever.

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